Getting un-hitched

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Comment by Jeff Gaudio on July 6, 2009 at 7:39pm

Oh and I lost interest in the EMS service and don't love the fire dept like I used to. It's like everything that was left inside was ripped out and torn up.
Empty would prob best describe how I feel.

Comment by Jeff Gaudio on July 6, 2009 at 7:36pm

Well I wish I could just walk away. I was hurt in two relationships and the second gf I had, she talked a good game and used me pretty bad. Yet, I still gained feelings for her. I get emotionally attached and really thaught I had a good girl in my life. I have a hard time forgetting someone who was in my life for a long period of time. I cant even go onto my myspace because of the pics i have of her on there & I cant delete them. We broke up in April but I'm still down and depressed. Even knowing how she was, I still talked to her like she was so great. I get into relationships for the right reasons and all I want is that special girl in my life. I have my own house, two nice trucks and I think I'm an okay lookin guy. I'm the centimental type who has values that many women look for in a guy. So why do I always find myself alone and heartbroke?
Its like the girls in todays era are players and users. And the good ones are already taken. I get discouraged and feel like I have given up. I don't know where to go to find a gf and never had any luck on the internet. I project a positive attitude when I go out and I'm usually outgoing and happy when around people.
So where am I going wrong?? I feel like I'll be alone forever.